Puede Ser

No sé si quedan amigos
Ni si existe el amor
Si puedo contar contigo
Para hablar de dolor
Si existe alguien que escuche
Cuando alzo la voz
Y no sentirme solo

Puede ser que la vida me guíe hasta el sol
Puede ser que el mal domine tus horas
O que toda tu risa le gane ese pulso al dolor
Puede ser que lo malo sea hoy

Voy haciendo mis planes
Voy sabiendo quien soy
Voy buscando mi parte
Voy logrando el control
Van jugando contigo
Van rompiendo tu amor
Van dejándote solo
[...]

- El Canto del Loco y Amaia Montero

31/07/2005

Animax: Anime Revolution XDDD

Yay! Locomotion por fin ha sido desplazado xD! Primer día de Animax, y... Con qué me encuentro? Con los dos animé que... sinceramente... esperaba ver pronto en TV. Hellsing y FMA!! Pensaba bajar Hellsing el mes que viene y FMA... weno, ya es un hecho XD Ahora tengo una cita diaria a las 19 horas con Hellsing, y a las 20 con FMA. Hellsing me atrapó desde el primer instante (cualquier parecido con Resident Evil es pura coincidencia...) mientras que FMA... Awww!! Edward-san!! *___*!! Aunque las voces en español son patéticas. En japonés, Ed tiene una voz simplemente espectacular, que puede sonar infantil, sarcástica, enfadada, seria... todo lo que guste. En español, no hay diferente tono de voz y es monótono... Argh! Pero... sigue siendo FMA. Mañana convenceré a todos mis amigos de ver FMA XDD Seeehhhh!!! *baila de felicidad*

Esta semana ha sido un infierno. La vuelta a clases, seh. No fue tannnn mala, sino fuera por el hecho que ahora el mosquito de los exámenes les ha picado a todos los profesores y esta semana ya tendré 4... y son sólo los pre-mitad de año. Por qué siempre Agosto es un infierno?? Ya sé, porque yo nací en él XD Es la primera vez que tengo que pasar todo el día haciendo deberes... y no he terminado. Sí, estoy acostumbrada a pasar horas con un trabajo práctico... pero no con tarea diaria! Argh! Una hoja de Lengua, dos de Matemática, 4 de Historia, 4 de inglés particular, 4 de inglés del colegio... Y trabajo práctico de catequesis sobre un libro >__<!!!! Y lo tengo que entregar el viernes!! Y ni siquiera lo he terminado de leer!! *se la ve llorando desesperada* Me confié, lo sé... pero no es mi culpa que 10 días de las vacaciones los haya tenido ocupados en viajar y en HP6... y los 4 restantes... eran vacaciones!! Weno... esta semana será un infierno. No se preocupen sino me ven en todo el mes conectada... acabo de recordar porqué odio Agosto...

El viernes he tenido el primer taller de Economía y Naturales. No han estado tan mal, pero tampoco fueron gran cosa... teniendo en cuenta que los viernes era el día que solía escribir y que ahora se me ha sido quitado, puesh... *solloza*

He descubierto que... tengo habilidad en el fútbol XDD O quizás el viernes fue un día de pura iluminación personal, donde mi estrella personal se apiadó de mí... O mis rivales eran unas inútiles, pero les daré algo de crédito... Metí 4 goles!! Y uno de ellos de zurda! (soy diestra xDD!)

Hoy ha vuelto Bego de Inglaterra.... so... puedo irme olvidando de la compañía constante de Pakillo en el MSN. Si bien, como he dicho antes, ya no puedo estar tanto tiempo en el PC... sabía que cuando quisiera hablar con él, él estaría... ahora... *sigh* Vuelvo a la soledad. Aunque sea he conseguido que terminara de escribir el capi de HPEFS *señala la ambición* Yay! Ahora anda a saber cuándo volveremos a actualizar...

Ayer charlé con mi Longui. Es tan dindo volver a compartir una conversación con ella. Ojalá pudiésemos podido charlar más que cinco oraciones, pero weno... la vida exige.

Metas que me planteé al comienzo de este fin de semana:

• Answer DO's reviews

• Answer HPEFS's Cheita's review

• Traslate LE *ALMOST* (sólo me faltan… 25 largos párrafos *sigh*)

• Write Ivana's speech*

• Start Chorch's homework

• Helzel's homework

• Talasesco's homework

• Lidia's homework

• English's homework (both)

• Try to write LE

• Try to Answer LHP's reviews.

• Read 'La Ciudad de las Bestias'

*I want you to read the speech… I want to give her that speech on her 15^th birthday… You know, the emotional speech and all… What I’ve written is just a… first version. Could you have a look? Click Here!

Parvy escribió esto a las 31/07/2005 22:27 // link | commenti |

23/07/2005

Today was a... strange day. Since the beginning, I felt like… that. I got up at 11 am, and I’m not a late riser person. Not at all. I usually wake up at 9, but… this holiday I’m…. enjoying my time in bed, a thing I don’t often do because I consider it a waste of time. A time I could spend doing more productive things. But this holiday I discover I’m not doing productive things. I’m not writing… Maybe I read although not as passionate as I used to. So… this week is really a… rest. I didn’t do a thing. I just… rest. And I enjoyed it.

However today was different. I wanted to do something. First, as usual, I read the updated ficts and the third part of the Rowling interview. I laughed maniacally, I admit. She is such a bitch, but… Maybe… she may be… my only idol, you know. I’m not a person who looks up to someone, but… Joanne Rowling is just inspiring. I don’t want to be like her, not her stile, but… I want to be… After all she’s been through, she’s still selfless, simple and funny. I admire that.

Then I didn’t have anything to do, so I started navigating here and there, and I laughed at some comments about HP6 of a fanfiction author’s page web. She’s such a sense of humour… makes you laugh at the most ridiculous things. Fujur Preux. It's a shame that she hasn’t updated “Memorias de un Actor” for a long time… *sigh* I miss that fict. Kandra’s too.

Then I had a snack and then… My mum started to play in the PC, so… I had to find something to do. I still have homework, but… I wasn’t in the mood. So I looked at the books in my bookcase, searching for something interesting. And my eyes fell upon ‘La Ciudad de las Bestias’ by Isabel Allende. I had started it on summer holidays. I took it, then I laid on my bed and… read. It felt so nice to read again. To read something different from the typical ficts. I read 80 pages in fourty-five minutes and fell in love with the book *laughs* It’s really interesting. And I had thought it was boring for the first three chapters! So silly of me! You know the saying… “No juzgues un libro hasta haberlo terminado.” And now… I’ve added a list of books I want to read this year to my ambitions’ record. Maybe I won’t be able to read everyone, but I’ll try. Two books a month, maybe?

I’d proved myself I don’t desperately need a computer. With a book I can easily help myself. Maybe then, this is the start to become less dependent on the PC. Maybe, controlling my “fanfiction addiction” I’ll be able to do all the things I can’t in the present. Such as… learn to cook. Today, at dinner, my dad said I look like I used to when I was a child. He meant the hair, the smiles and… that kind of thingies. My mum stared recalling my past. My bro, my dad and my mum started to laugh at my past manias and my mum began to get nostalgic when she remembered I used to help her to cook. I haven’t touched a cook for a long time. And… I want to start. All I can cook is milanesas! I feel so helpless and dependent. And… I want to help my mum. Make her proud. She’s such a good cooker. My dad says my husband will give me back because I won’t be able to do anything for him at home. And… I become furious at the idea! But I know it’s true. What do you think? Should I try and burn down the house? *laughs*

My holidays are running out. Tomorrow is the last day. I’m going to do all the homework, finish the book Teacher Jorge has assigned us (after that, all that is left is: taking notes and then answering the questions (I have to hand the project over two weeks from now) and… maybe I’ll finish reading ‘La Ciudad de las Bestias’ or at least, get to a finishing point of the book. I like having a plan… having my mind settled on. It makes all clearer.

These next four months I’m having extra-classes on Friday, Economía and Naturales, so I can decide which thematic I’ll choose at the end of the year. But as I know I’m not taking anything that matters with Naturales, I think I’m going to choose Economía. However the most efficient thematic to the career I think I want to study (Periodismo) would be Humanidades, but my school doesn’t have it and my parents don’t want me in another school. And after thinking about it a lot, I believe I understand. I’d be afraid in such unlike environment. I’m not that kind of social person. I need to get used to it though. I must. What will I do when I go to University? And the environment is more threatening there. Well... I’ve got time to grow up, haven’t I?

Well… today I haven’t talked with anyone. I miss Pako. I wonder what he’s doing, as he isn’t connected. He hasn’t connected on the whole day, actually. Maybe he’s gone to the beach or his girlfriend has come back. Dunno. Oh! I talked with Iris! My Longui! How much I’ve missed her! And she’s still thinking on giving me a present for my birthday (next month! Yay!). Such a silly girl. But… The idea makes me jump of joy. It’d mean so much to me.

My…errr…two great-aunts phoned a few days ago. My mum was crying of happiness. She loves them so much. And one of them is so funny. Really… when I say funny, I say *funny*. Even when she’s depressed, she can make you laugh! It’s incredible. They’re trying to convince my mother (and the family) to go to Mendoza at New Year’s Eve. I want to! My dad wants to! My mum wants to! What is the problem? The money! *laughs* But my dad is putting all this will into it. He wants to do a… little journey, really. Three days (more or less) in Mendoza and then go to Bariloche (again… we’re in love with the South!). Yay! I hope we can make it! But still too far away…

99 days to go to my Viaje de Egresados! (por fin número de dos cifras! Yay!) And just... 21 days to one of my best friends’ birthday! And the big 15^th birthday party! She’ll be so beautiful! It’ll be wonderful! Uh… The day before it I’m having another 15^th party! It’ll be a tiring weekend, don’t you think? *laughs*

Well, people… I think this is a real entry! Hope you like it *laughs* See ya soon and remember… I love ya! Yeah, yeah… even when I seem not to, I do!

Parvy escribió esto a las 23/07/2005 23:06 // link | commenti |

21/07/2005

Saben? Algo... acaba de suceder y me dieron ganas de escribir sobre eso. Porque... creo que así podré poner mis pensamientos en orden.

Estaba hablando con Kathy, una fiel lectora, amiga del alma y mi nieta en una familia creada por nosotras (es una larga historia), sobre el tema de prioridades. Me preguntaba si había escrito de tal o cual fict, y yo le contesté la verdad, respecto a LE y 200 razones: bloqueo. Pero cuando preguntó por LHP... quise ser sincera: